my cough just doesnt get any better and thus that spells no work for the next 2 days! just as well, i think i need this. i cant seem to go on fighting the cough. i have no heart to do so. i dont even wanna drive out when my dad offers me his car to take it out on a spin. its true, everywhere i turn theres memories of you. there are images of you that come to me. i wish we could create more memories. BUT,

im not quite sure what i feel since i didn't receive a reply from you. its not like you havent done this to me before. i know how this cheapens myself.

i finished up my Grey's Anatomy. it upsets me further seeing how Shephard and Grey just cant give up on each other - OK, next.